Allah knows what's going on deep in my heart... It's nothing! Just to be fair to myself and I want to clear up the bad dream hunted in my sleep.... And by doing this, I feel that I am free from that scary dreamt.
My dear sis and friend.... how happy I was to see you in front of me. We had shared our beautiful days together and we had lots of things to be discussed. That was a very great moment to have you there...deep by my side when I had lost my way...How kind and sporting you are.... feel that we just left our days and I still there with you....Thanx a lot to be such a nice friend to me....
There....a memorable spot for me where I built my future, my love and my dream. Many great moments I had go through there and it was still keep hunting my memory. Unluckily it was just a dream and it never end with happy ending. Thanx to Allah for giving me a chance to have a great time with such a wonderful person, caring and loving.... And till now we always feel what we had feel though we had gone with somebody and left our memories almost 20 years!
And it is you! The unforgettable one in my life....How excited to see you ! But I'm not feeling that you're happy with your life....my heart feel that how exhausted you are...deseprate in your life choice, You are not look like the one I known before! I pray to Allah for your happiness as what I'm going right now. May Allah bless you always....I'm very thankful to Allah for giving me such a precious family....my beloved hubby and my kids and I hope you also had a great time with yours!
Going through all of this kind of feeling, I hope to be free from any bad feelings when I had done the things that I should be done........
_Lilyirdina@1.04/june2910_
